A person who do not come with a willing heart's attitude, he/she will miss up many of happiness in his/her life...and there will be no improvement in his life also...end up in depression & failure! Will become a responsible of willing ..

6 months my experience

Already 6 months, i don't have updated my blog's life. Also already 6 months that i leaved a 6 years expected place, so sorry to my dear church mates i had made this decision without your hopes. I know i did a wrong decision and already been cannot regret! Nvm.. At least , i won't become a child anymore. Come out look around the world, i find that i am stil juz a small kid.. God had make some great thing in my life, through the 6 months i knew myself, what i should continue to learn & overcome it.. This is the 6 months i 'm outside . 6 months strived to achieved my education, 6 months trying myself learned from college mates, 6 months busiest life, also 6 months lazy life.. This 6 months throw out many challenges from god. After today will be another 6 months . Deeper believe tat another 6 months in my front will more challenges & colourful.

tELL my self. i always is i...
Long time no update my blog. Why is today for the updating?
Well. Is too bored during the CNY of first day.
but the key is not the" bored" . Definitely can tell everyone of u in here that is this year "ang pau" real is absorb . Yesterday before i am still thinking of this year "ang pau" will expand and my expect. But today give the result is my expect was dropped water. However, still have tomorrow my mom's side there. Hope faster can go to my aunt house visit them, not just because of the "ang pau" is because of they're quite nice & friendly, i am always enjoy the moment with my mom's side family, my cousins. Love them so much. Hope tomorrow is a nice day.

English for Comunication
- 6/1/11 the day had make me speechless @@ Cant realize that there will be terrible traffic and made me fail to arrive for exam>, < I get fail my english communication.

Introduction to Technology
12.1.11.. After ITexam finished. 80% get A.. haha.. Coz i noe do 80%

Hospitality Accounting
14.1.11 A bit worry. Oh no. I think I can not get A == mayb just get B or B- ... i hope can get B+ ...

Food Preparation
I am happy, coz this subj 90% gonna A . i believe..

Hotel Operation & Management
-Normal

Japanese Language 1
THis is the subj made me never ended gan jiong, Finally, passed the day already. Pass or fail do u think? i think i am pass.^^

Although is Copy paste from somebody blog. But real full of meanings..

Pencil & Eraser

Pencil: i'm sorry
Eraser: for wHat?
Pencil: i'm sory coz u get hurt bcoz of me. Whenever i made a mistake,you're always there to erase it but as you make my mistakes vanish,u lose a part of yourself, you are getting smaller.
Eraser:i dun mind. i was made to do this, to help you whenever u do something wrong, even i will be gone one day and u will replace me with a new one

wow.. 当我读了这个post 时，
我想起耶稣
他就是那位在等待帮我们擦去我们的错误的胶擦
也许有一天他会在我们心目中的位置越来越小
甚至我们会把其他事情代替了他
但是他却一直的守候我们
好让我们得到他的帮助
So never replace Him with others
show Him ur love every moment
thx Jesus =)

My heart feel so insecure.
Life is so bored.
Life changing is depend on self motivation.
Bt i am look like always waiting.. No action.
All classmates on d way to TS now.
All Cg buddys have own busy now.
All my family at outside working now.
But, I am look like so leisure, Nothing to do at home.
And waiting for lecture later. hah..
Timeless bt i don't hope passed, Cos im still have many works haven't done yet.
Hard to be sure my heart spirit and mindset..
I think later should go college earlier.
Luckily that i am still have an IT assignment that was given by IT group that i still haven't done.
Later i m alone in the ICT to do the Copies paste IT.
must be alone at there^^

是否无端端醒了， 要醒。
我爱你，我破碎的生命曾被眺望，

我的不足， 我的不好， 我的乱想。
我要再次重新追求你的爱。

不再自卑，不再软弱了， 因为我有你的同在。
学习不要再伤害你，你的心才是我最重要。我渴慕你同在，多与人。
我全心倚靠你。

One Life , One Love only for God.
God, My heart was broken, If fall down not can i grow more n more?
How come my heart started leaving u.
I remember had i say before, No matter how tough oso won't leave u in my heart.
But, i lost the pure. i Lost the purpose. i Lost everything.

1 oCTober 2010 the nervous day, for a student that was scare the result out.

I wake up at 9 SumThing... My MUM WAS so surprise, how come i will wake up so early. sweat..

Fact, bcos i want to check my result. In addition, don't hope the fact she know.

Finally , i all pass~

My hand stop to shake, and smile then.. first, praise to lord, 2nd., shout his name, 3rd, only i tell my mum i pass all the subjects.

1b ,2b-, 3c+

She says i din't done well~ You should do better than this. >< this words really out of my expectation. and harm me...

Hard to reached her wants>< I hope next time can do better and more well..

At least no C+ and gonna have A's

The God I Know (Lyrics)

The God I Know (Lyrics)

Words and music by KC Gan, 2008

When the stage is bare tonight
There’s no one else
Just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There’s no pretense
I’m on my knees

I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It’s all because of You
All because of You

The God I know
Righteous and Holy
The God I know
Faithful and true
The God I know
My tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The God I know
Light of the City
The God I know
Strengthens the weak
The God I know
Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we

This is my cry
My one desire
More of You
More of You

The church He knows
Righteous and Holy
The church He knows
Is faithful and true
The church He knows
A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The church He knows
Light of this city
The church He knows
Strengthens the weak
The church He knows
Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we

What a enjoyable shopping day with birthday girl Jin yan, Daniel, and Yew weng... Although 4 of us. But, not bad . first time go out with them, go sing k at Mid Valley The Gardens. The very first time go out with Jin Yan & Yew weng. Although we also are sentosarian. Then because of him, v are one family.. Yea, my good sis and brother in Christ ~
We have go to secret reciple after sing k. Service REal was slow. But have a good choice for us and quality was quite good. So i forgive. And that time I keep told daniel. Will be a day i will open a God house cafe fight and break down the Secret reciple..
After having the lunch, then i suggest all of us go to Carefour buy some snack & Sushi for later cg our dinner.. Cell group meet cg members. Have a good & happy moment with them. Especially the prayer moment, i am happy i found that some of us spiritual level really improve many. Ming ming, daniel, Christopher, ming jo. Can see their effort in everyday prayer & secret time with him. May the kingdom come faster ~

Yesterday , had go to ioi malls tgv cinema Watch Piranha with family. Oh no, so bloody & Cruel's movie... I'm seriously to tell you. If u are timid, better don't go watch this movie.
Still keep came out from my brain the thousand fish eat all the humans...Shit. Last friday also watched RESIDENT EVIL: AFTERLIFE with daniel & ming sheng. But i don't think very scared. So far this movie "Piranha" making me want crying addready...Serious ,If u are timid, better don't go watch this movie.

Have the free time for write my new blog. Finally finished two hospitality subject. That is Hubungan Etnik & Marketing paper. Anyway,i seriously have to be strive for another 4 subjects. And tomorrow will be another exam day... English paper ,be tactful & careful for the english words , as it will help me get a good mark. i will reach college before 8am tomorrow because need to do a well preparation for the exam. Did you know today marketing exam have my hand keep shake, too worry & weird... But if compare to spm level ,this diploma paper really are more difficult than spm, sure thing.. Hope can cover this problem. Tomorrow is not an important for me, but this sunday is an very important paper for me(economic) Have no time online, go out ,phone and games for me after tomorrow .. Seriously hope focus whole effort on this semester and can see the result.. I believe the hope is found as nothing is impossible..

Hate the 1sem final..
(-.-")

Really can't memorize all the subj//
(-.-")

Help me lord!!
I can't without u........

最近好有心情写部落格。
告诉大家成绩没有很大起伏了，还是这样.....

My Course work:

English language

- Journal (16/25)
- Mid Term (22/40)
- Presentation (25/35)

(63/100) -> finals (38/60)
(?/100) -> final (aim 27/40)
= ( /100)

Bahasa Malaysia

- Karangan 1 (35/50)
- Karangan 2 (34/50)

(69/100)-> final (14/20)
(?/100) -> final (? /80)
= ( /100)


Hubungan Etnik

- Mid term (30/40)
- Presentation (22/30)
- Assignment (19/30)

(71/100) -> final (43/60)
(? /100) -> final ( aim 32/40)
= ( /100)

Introduction

- Mid term (34/50)
- Presentation + assignment (34/ 50)

(68/100) -> final (27/40)
( ? /100) -> final ( aim 38 /60)
= ( /100)

Marketing

-Mid term
-assignment+presentation
(62/100) -> final ( 25/40)
( ? /100) -> final ( aim 35 /60)
= ( /100)

Kitchen

- Mid term (14/30)
(66/100) ->final (26/40)
( ? /100) ->final ( aim 34/60)
= ( /100)

Economic

-Mid Term (64/100)
I so worry this subject !!!!!!!!


Muz score pass at all above sujects.